Behind The White Love

Behind the white love
Is a grey plain lady
I hate grey, numb
What a lame taste

I want some bright colour
Sweet and charm
But the truth...Im grey
No matter how hard I try to denial

In the other hand, Im just a boring girl
With serious facial expression and thought
Think deeply in everything
But love music and easyly dream away

Love to judge people(thats relly a bad habit of mine)
Who do not know how to show her feeling
Who do not know how to express the emotion
At the end get hurt and mad...

Life is a risk
But I hate to take a risk
that why my life is grey and dull
Everything just black and white
The colour that bring grey...boring, hopeless, phathetic

Could somebody read my mind
And tell me what I really want
What should I do to get what I want
Coz i really don't know bout it
Even sometime I don't know who I am....

Because I'm Stupid

Because I'm so stupid, I know only you
You who are looking at someone else,
You probably don't know my heart

There is no me in your day,

Probably not even in your memories

But I'm looking at only you as my tears continue to fall

I'm happy with looking at your back figure

Though you still don't know my heart

Though at the end, you'll just brush past me

The days that I miss you so much
The days when it's too hard to bear
The words "I love You" are dancing on my lips
Once again, alone, crying for you
Once again, alone, missing for you
Baby I love you
I,m waiting for you

There is no me in your day,
Probably not even in your memories
But I'm looking at only you,making memories by myself

To me, love is like a beautiful wound
Even though I see your pretty smile
I can't smile with you

The days that I miss you so much
The days when it,s too hard to bear
The words "I miss You" are dancing on my lips
Once again, alone, crying for you
Once again, alone, missing for you
Baby I love you
I,m waiting for you

Bye bye, never say goodbye
Though I can't hold onto you
I need you, I can't say anything else
I want you, I'll wish and wish again

The days that I miss you so much
The days when it's too hard to bear
The words " I love You" are dancing on my lips
Once again, alone, crying for you
Once again, alone, missing for you

The days when you fill up my thoughts
The days when my heart grows cold and I'm sad
The words " I miss You" are dancing on my lips
Once again, alone, crying for you
Once again, alone, missing for you
Baby I love you
I'm waiting for you

(Translated from korean song)
By SS501

O genki desuka?

"My name is BATTERY....
You only need to look at me to get charged up..."

How nice to hear such a good phrase!

singalongsong

I wrote this song it’s not too long
cos’ I’ve been thinking ‘about you
I wrote this song maybe I’m wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I don’t know what you think ’bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it’s a singalong song that’s not too long
It’s when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos’ baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it’s not too long
Cos’ I’m the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can’t be wrong
I don’t wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you’re meant to be
forever and a day with me

Oh it’s a singalong song that’s not too long
It’s when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos’ baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me than you’ll ever know
Girl I’ll do my best to show these words are true
And if you’d like to make a song
And be a perfect harmony with me
I’d find the greatest words to sing
So we could write our own romance


Khalil Fong

Minggu yang Menyesakkan

Untuk 3 minggu yang lepas jadual keje aku begitu padat sehingga menyebabkan aku tak mampu untuk ketawa....air( water), air( udara), air(water),air(udara)...Aku sentiasa kekurangan dua "air'' nie...urmmmm....bayangkanlah hari sabtu dan ahad pun keje...

Tapi aku xpernah menyesal masuk ke bidang nie...mungkin aku tak mampu nak bantu golongan pekak nie melalui duit tapi aku mempu menyumbang tenaga....Dan keje aku nie seumpama menyampaikan ilmu kepada mereka...Ya Allah SWT berilah aku kekuatan untuk terus bertahan di sini..Amin...

Sejak 3 minggu lalu hujung minggu aku padat dengan aktiviti orang pekak.
14/2(sabtu): Penerangan julan langsung(pendent tanah gunung berapi) Hotel Selesa JB
15/2(ahad) : huhu rehat tapi xsempat balik BP
16/2(isnin) : sibuk dengan persiapan Majlis TAhun Baru Cina dan Perasmian Pusat
Komunikasi Orang Pekak Johor(PUSKOM)
17/2(selasa): sama jek
18/2(rabu) : Sibuk bantu Hasif(pekak) untuk kira bit dan masa lagu untuk dia
menari Zapin pada sambutan TBC nanti. Pening gak la kepale..
19/2(khamis): terus sibuk di ofis.mengurus pinjaman baju untuk tarian yang xpati lagi...pening...
20/2(jumaat): mendapat berita tergempar apabila diberitahu Dato' Sharir tak dapat
datang untuk merasmikan. Hanim la orang paling sesak nafas mase tue sebab dia ketua majlis nie..

hurt,,...

Waduh gusi aku amat sakit. Last week sebelah kanan jek yang bengkak sakarang ni dah kiri kanan bengkak. Tekak aku jugak seperti ingin menunjukkan sokongan terhadap gusi dengan turut sama bengkak. Terseksanye....

Lasat week aku dah pergi jumpe dentist pasal gusi aku yang bengkak nie. Tujuan aku gi klinik tue nak ambik MC jek sebenarnye sebab gusi aku nie dah selalu sgt bengkak so mcm tak heran sgt la..heheheh

Tapi doktor telah mengabarkan satu berita yang amat memeranjatkan aku.
Dentist : Adik, gigi geraham bongsu adik ni kena cabut la..
Aku : Kenape, dua-dua ke?
Dentist : Dua-dua. Sebab ruang dekat gusi adik tak cukup untuk gigi tu keluar.
Aku : Kalau tak cabut tak boleh ke?
Dentist : Boleh, tapi akan datang gusi adik akan bengkak lagi teruk la.
Aku : Yek ke. Sakit tak cabut gigi?
Dentist : Kite buat operation kecik jek. Tak sakit la.
Monolog hati : Operation..tipu x sakit, mesti sakit punye.
Aku : Tapi doktor saya sekarang nie tengah praktikal.
Doktor : Bile habis praktikal.
Aku : Dalam bulan 4 nanti.
Doktor : Kalau mcm tue Adik datang 13/4 nanti ok.
Aku : Ok
Doktor : Sekarang adik pergi buat x-ray gigi dulu.

Tak ku sangka gusi aku bengkak selama nie sebab tak cukup ruang untuk gigi aku tumbuh. Jalan penyelesaiannye jugak amat menakutkan aku.
Uwaaa...takutnye nak cabut gigi.

Gomen ne....

getar hati ini tak mampu kita halang
kau tahu dan aku juga tahu
kita terus kehadapan walau tiada jalan
saling mendukung berharap

kita begitu terasing dalam kehidupan yang sama
hidup kau begitu, hidup aku begini
menyatu itu tidak mungkin
sesal aku untuk segalanya

rasa ini tak akan pernah sampai pada kau
aku pasrah dengan semua terjadi
pasti yang terbaik menunggu dihadapan
Aku amat percaya itu...